Last night I was us till midnight with Phoenix until she finally stopped coughing and fell asleep. Then Brandon was awake with a migraine till 1am so I rubbed his neck till the medicine kicked in and he fell asleep. It wasn't long after he fell asleep that Brinna woke up with a fever and was up 3am. As I rocked Brinna I thought about the night and those moments. I thought about my blessings. I thought about my babies.
Righteous women can work miracles.
My thoughts were filled with memories of my mother. I remember her holding me all night when I was sick. I remember her kissing my cheeks and whispering that she loves me in my ear. I remember her smell. I remember the feel of her silk nightgown. I remember.
What will My children remember?
As I ponder these things I realize who I want to be. I realize what is real. I realize what is eternal.
Phoenix Michelle
Atticus Brandon
Brinna Kate
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